1.19.2009

Breath

thc fills my lungs
breath in breath out
can't numb the pain in my heart
breath in breath out
it doesn't matter what i do
how i feel
if the world turns
breath in breath out
crushed life devoid of meaning
breath in breath out
thought that it'd go on forever
breath in breath out
and now i know
the truth that lies
that we'll never come again
breath in breath out
pain in my chest tightens
breath in breath out
don't think I can make it
breath in breath out
he took all that I had
that was worth living for
this pains just too much
breath out

1.15.2009

Daily Prayer By: Mat Severson

Walt Disney, who art in Heaven, Hallowed be thy parks. Thy game kingdom come. Thy will be done, Across Earth as it is in Orlando. Give us this day our daily bugs. And forgive us our surprise, As we forgive you when we arent forewarned. And lead us not into World of Warcraft, But deliver us from crashing while sailing. For thine is the magic kingdom, and the Pirates, and the Fairies, for ever and ever. Amen.

1.05.2009

Farewell Fairy

She sits on the pixie pier
her toes are in the sand
as she searches round and round again
for the all so helping hand.
Her wings are fading in the wind
her glow is growing dim.
No more bells as she wispers
barely faint cinnamin.
As she tries to face another day
a voice claims doesn't matter anyway.
So she clutches at the memory
of the not so distant past.
A tear falls down her cheek, escapes a sigh
might be her last.
The whirlwind of hopelessness takes her breath away
She is stranded by the thought of we she forgot to say
She is tourtured by the promise of til my dying day.
As she watches that great light of hers slowly fade to grey
she stares into the blackness what once was her soul
She reaches out a hand but everyone is turning cold
Finally she realizes what this is all about
She's on her own
She's made her stand
and now she's all left out
The love she once shared has been drug and strewn about
No more laughter in her footstep
no more gleem in her eye
Falling to the earth she lets out her final sight
The world, the tide, the sun, all whisper their goodbye
And as the picuture fades to black you see the knife in her side
This loves fate, the curse she laid
she never had any choice
A promise made, a promise broken
just like her young heart
we leave her as memory
and truly fade to dark.

12.03.2008

less than slash three

this is me ravin​g
this is me ranti​ng
this is my fuck you to the world​.​

this is me cryin​g
this is me cursi​ng
this is my fall from grace​.​

this is my life
this is my love
this is my broke​n heart​.​

11.27.2008

What now?

Tears fall
Puddles on linoleum
Lost in a daze
So dead inside
Emotionless
Yet I cry
Hardly knowing why
Part of me wants it to end
So why do I care that the end is near
Why do I care that he’s not here
Puzzled as to why I just want to hug him
Love him
Still be with someone
So full of anger and hate
And mood swings a plenty
I can see through his personality flaws
To a heart that lies within
Does it still beat for me
Will it again
I can only stare
At the tear drops below
And hope

8.31.2008

Dreaming

I want it all
Taste the salt
warm summer breeze
Live for free
Soak the sun
never go home
Stay out late
over sleep
Take a shot
keep on chugging
Never give up
never slow down
Keep a modern quill
in my hand
never stopping
Decorate this temple
with what I choose
Laugh in the face
of adversity
Surround myself with
splendid company
Soak up the stars
Sprinkle pixi dust
skate that sun flare
Jump the milky way
Celestial embrace
come on down
Do it again
Taste the salt
on that warm summer breeze

Stealing from a song

This can't wait
gotta say everything
Kept pent up so long
held tight and corked
Don't hesitate darling
I just have to say
That I love your way
cliche as it seems
Those eyes peering into my heart
want to kiss your lips
Just hold me tight
Stay still
Two hearts joined
in an embrace unimaginable
Never want to fade
Never want to leave
Stay through all the trials
holding on to hope
The hope that some day
you'll make my dreams come true
I got to say that I see it
Have to say that
baby I love your way
Stealing lyrics cannot hide
All that's said between our hearts
when we utter not a syllable
Honey I can tell that some day
you could make my dreams come true